Thanks for all the great support, you guys.
I am actually a little on edge right now because I don't know when Sammy is leaving... could be tomorrow... I am so nervous! And of course had some really special moments with Sam earlier, I was just petting him and I started crying, and he looked up at me with his big brown eyes, and he put his paw on my leg and he licked my face. That kind of love is priceless. He is one of the most devoted dogs I have ever met.
I can't get Darwin until Sammy goes, but when Sammy goes I might not ever see him again, so one the one hand I am ready and the other I am not!
And just heard some terrible news a while ago, Annie the merle female is still in danger with her cancer, so no rescue groups will take her.
I don't know what will happen. This is when that voice in my head comes and starts saying "you can't save them all, Rebekah"...