Thank you all so much. As horrible as I feel it's nice to hear from people that understand. When I started this thread we were still trying to figure out the best time to take him to the vet. Michael and I both wanted to be there but I had to work this evening and he has to work tomorrow. In the end, Michael took Voodoo to the vet this afternoon and had him PTS while I was at work. Michael said that our vet cried a little and thanked him for staying with him. Apparently most people won't stay and be with their pet. Voodoo is planted under a Plumello tree in our backyard. The part that nearly did me in this evening was when I stepped out of my truck and could smell the night blooming jasmine that my first cat, Ruger - who died from kidney failure, is planted under. I think I am going to take that as a sign that Voodoo is happy and well. Thank you again and I just want to say that all or your caring and concern reminded me why I love being part of this big BPO family.