The first time I volunteered, I was a bit squeemish. Now I am fine with it. The vet does the surgery, but I stand there and if she needs the gas turned up or down, I do that plus I keep an eye on their breathing and get additional supplies she may need. I also carry them to the recorvery room, and take out the tube when they are ready, then do their nails and ears, and wait till they are awake. I prefer the surgery side, for some reason I always end up pooped on or puked on in the recovery side. LMAO Especially with the females since they just got their insides "massaged" durring surgery. Our animal shelter (pound) is the nicest one I have seen. The one lady that coordinates things even takes trips out of state to adopt out dogs, or to get them to rescues. Hopefully they can help me out.