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Rottweiler Discussions / Re: how to get over a rotty??
« on: September 28, 2006, 09:31:07 am »
hi all, thankyou for your replies, they mean alot to me. i have tried to see lennox since may...i gave him up on the 14th of april. i have told her that im not trying to get him back as if i could have kept him then i would have but i couldnt afford to feed him or pay for his vet bill and pet insurance and look after myself and my daughter on state benefits. lennox meant more to me than anything and i proved people wrong when they said that rottweilers are a vicious and uncontrolable breed. i trained him and cared for him like he was a child and that is what it felt like saying goodbye....it was like giving up my child. all i want to do is see that he is ok and happy and then i will be ok....as yet i dont now how he is or if she still has him and the thought of what or where is killing me. it sound stupid being like this over a dog but he was a huge part of my life. i cant talk about him without crying and if i see a rotty i burst into tears.i was supposed to be his master and protector and i have abandoned him to someone i know nothing about. i feel so guilty.