I am so happy!!! I get to spend all of next week with Grey and Zeus
Ben will be out of town for a whole week and I will be staying at the house watching the boys. They will both get baths and spoiled rotten while I am home, I was even thinking of letting them sleep with me on the bed!!! I miss my boys so much, I cant wiat to see them and I promise lots of pictures!!
As far as my divorce goes, we have a court date on Monday to set up temporary support!!! Ben finally broke down last night over the phone and explained why he left me!!! He said he wasnt good enough for me and that i deserved some one a lot better then him. I dont agree with it at all cause i was happy. He was in tears and swore to me he has never cheated on me and will never say anything bad about me to anyone cause he doesnt think bad of me. He told me he was broken and will never marry again. I told him I hated him and will never forgive him. He just said he wished I didnt cause he did this for me cause I needed some one better then what he was to me. As much as i disagree with him it was nice to get something out of him. Out of the 7 yrs being married, last night was the first time he talked so much I couldnt get a word in!! Its been almost a month since he left me and I am doing better. I am actually pretty happy, cant stand living with my parents though LOL But I am happy