lol, ummm....i like the idea. lol.
so BREAK THROUGH. there is good and bad to this story.
---i have finally lost my mind. no kidding, lost it. i am pissed off, and really tired of crap, so i'm not taking it anymore. my one fear of angus has always been that he would kill me, but i am so far gone now that i have no fear...like i have joked with three people on the phone today, me and angus ARE going to get into it, and if he bites off my hands, i will use my stubs to jab at his eyes until he submits. i WILL be the freaking alpha, no matter what this is going to take....15 months of angus will do this to a person. so, all fear aside, and pure rage in my eye...here's the good news. i believe angus has finally figured out i'm ready to have a fight...and has not moved from his down stay in 5 HOURS......the re is barking, growling, howling, and kids outside and he has not moved lol. i think the fear has finally gone from me to him. now, what we need to do is get rid of the fear all together and just have him decide i am his master and he does not need to fear me but to listen to me.
so that is where we are. say a prayer i don't lose it. thanks.
nicki
(ps)...i know i sound crazy here, lol...but honestly, 15 months with this dog would do this to anyone....and for anyone kinda freaked out..i would never hurt angus...jaime can tell ya.