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hi all, my names kirby and i was hoping somone could help me. i used to own a rottweiler dog called lennox. he was my world. i bought him when i was 5 months pregnant with my daughter last year. he went everywhere with me and i trained him properly by taking him to classes and he had reular check ups at the vet, insurance ect ect.lennox had a problem with a limp and was due to have an xray and a hip score done. he was having the hipscore done cuz his insurance didnt cover it unless it was done. anyway my daughters dad left me and i had to go on benefits and move into my mums with my daughter. i couldnt afford to keep lennox. it was like choosing which child was more important. i found a home for him with a woman who had alot of exp with rottys. she said i could see him whenever i wanted but she hasnt let me. its been 5 months now and i havnt seen him since the day i had to leave him in her house and sy goodbye to mmy precious baby. i miss him so much its breaking my heart everyday, im so depressed i dont want to live anymore without him and people keep telling me hes only a dog but they dont understand mhow much it hurts.