As most of you have read, I lost my 11 year old Dane Tisha a few weeks ago. Well it is killing me. I miss her sooo much. I have gotten where I get through a day or 2 without crying, but I am still sad. Yesterday My male Dane Thorn had what I think was a very mild seizure. I freaked out, I cannot handle going through this again. He seems fine now, he is eating playing etc. He is a very healthy dog and I think he may have had low blood sugar.
Anyway I was crying last night about Tisha, and my husband tells me I need to go to counceling! Then I guess he said something to my parents, because my dad says today... are you OK? Do you think you need to see a doctor and get a physical? Your husband is worried about you still being so upset about your dog....WTF?
It has been 2 1/2 weeks since I lost her, doesn't it take time to grieve? I am able to function, Its not like I am sitting in a dark room hiding away. She was my best friend. After my dad says that I am crying again. I said it has only been 2 weeks, she was my best friend, am I not allowed to be sad? He says I guess you just handle things different than us... (I could feel the "it's just a dog tension). My mom was nice, she was crying a bit and said Tisha was a great dog, she had a great life, better than other dogs etc. Am I supposed to stuff my emotions? Hide it all away till I explode or have a breakdown?
I am so upset and sad now. I guess I have to hide and cry to myself so they don't try and commit me to an institution or something. Sorry for the rant, I am just so mad that I have to hide my feelings because no one wants to see me upset.