when we got to the vet tonight for visitation we decided not to bring her home. i broke down balling my eyes out when i got there. i couldnt hold it in any longer. she was still laying around and not sitting up yet, and she was crying a lot... it wasnt a "omg im in soooo much pain" cry... it was "i want to get up and play but its hurts to" plus when they took her temp when we were there it was 103.. so she had a little bit of a fever, and we didnt want to take the chance of it going back up again when we got home and just having to bring her back. when we were there we saw the other great dane pup that came in with HOD. shes a month younger, and adorable. her lips are longer and her ears are bigger than our girls, and shes a tan brindle, the opposite of our girl. she was the spitting image of Chloe though a month ago when she first got it. she just layed there in space shaking, hooked to an IV. i felt so bad because i know what these people are going to have to go through.. i just dont know what im going to do when i cant afford the bills anymore. these $500 bills every week or two are killing us... but i dont want to put her down, because when she does feel good, shes got a great quality of life, and i dont want to take that away from her, plus this could all end for her in a few months, or even weeks... i dont know what to do anymore! all i can do is cry