I just found out that my mother has advanced stage breast cancer that has spread to her lymph nodes. She is having more tests today to see how bad it is, all the doctors have said at this point is they need to treat her immediately and aggressively. I don't get along with my mother and we rarely talk. I think the last time I spoke to her was June last year. I may not like her as a person, but she is still my mother and I would never want her to go through something like this. She's been trying to call my sister, but she didn't even tell me, my aunt did. So now I am going through the whole range of emotions about whether or not I made a mistake in not speaking to her and such. She's got a rough road ahead of her and I just pray it's not as bad as we are all fearing...
