I'm so...lost? I'm not sure if that's the word for it...
I work at a university, and I was attacked on campus this morning...than
kfully I have the lungs of a howler monkey and I'm pretty "okay" in self-defense. After some screaming, punching and wresting, I got him off me, and the guy got away, I didn't get a good look at him to ID him, I can't even remember how tall he was.
I called campus police, but they can't do anything since I can't ID him.
So here I am, oober parinoid, I didn't even tell my boss just because I don't want the gossip going around, JUST IN CASE it was someone I know...
This jerk is still out there, and I couldve done something and i DIDNT! What's worse, this has happened a couple times to me before (I used to live in ghetto Long Beach, muggings, assaults happen daily) and I just don't get...wtf is it about me that makes me so..."easy"!!! I'm a total magnet for crazy people...
I was sooooooo angry at myself, at the Piece of *bleeeeep* that tried to touch me...at the police for not being able to do anything, The university should have cameras and stop making all the parking lots sooo far away from the buildings!!
I just needed to vent...anythin
g to keep me from breaking down over here...Because now I'm just numb...