well. i was told my internet would work on the 13th....then the 17th...now today, i call and they say the 24th.....SO IM READY TO BUST A CAP IN SOMEONES $^%! I AM SO PISSED I CANT TELL YOU.....so for now, i still have dial-up. i am mad mad mad, but will have to work through it. i will try the pix again today, but if it doesn't work, i will have to wait until next wednesday.
do i have a job....have i looked? lol. no
do i love my new life. YES YES YES.. LA is where i consider home. it is where a lot of stuff happened for me, and where i found happiness for the first time in a long time. my friends, and some that i consider family, are still there...and it will always be my first love. BUT MAN DO I LOVE FRESNO. it's so different here. there are streets with homes and yards and the apartments are even spread out here. its hot yes, but there is grass all over...there is freee parking!, and lots of it. the blockbusters here are even bigger. i was actually driving last night with amos lee in the background and my windows down and sunroof open....and i was like "damn, this was THE move i needed to make....i love it here."
leaving everything i built back home was VERY hard, ask marit, i wrote her and called her every day when i first got here because i was so sad and lost and all of that.....and i still miss everyone....bu t at the same time, i NEEDED a fresh start again. i was getting into that rutt in my life that i needed to jump out of right away....and i think this was the place to do it. jaime and michael treat me like family..i get to play with BEAR every day, my dogs have hella space to play, and they get to walk and play in grass every day....
its different here, much different....b ut a different i very much needed. best part is, i am only 2 1/2 hours away from hollywood and my old life there. i can visit whenever i want, and i am here very soon.
i am soo happy here, thanks! lol
i think the HTB will like it here too for a while...i guess then we can move to the cabin, or the the hollywood hills?
