I believe we are gifted as caretakes of our gentle giants. We all know their something extraordinary about Saints...You are in the right place seeking solace. We lost our beloved Cassie... most painful experience of my life.
Celebrate all that made him Judge, his love, his loyalty, his size, and his desire to please,and his bond to you! Judge will have many many friends in the other world, and I will say a prayer that a cute good girl with pink bows named Cassie shows him around and tells him where the very coolest places are to catch those afternoon naps...
Your heart will heal, it takes time....
Renee' and Mark