I know how you feel we lost our molly a Saint Bernard after four years and we thought all our lights where turned off in our house,it was trouble,she was something,jump on us in the middle of the night,stick her head in my elboy for food,scare the ups guy,but so Gentle,she died from Bloat, We have Another one to maggie she is five they Grow up together we where very worred about maggie she needed alot of support we have a new puppy a male his name is Beethoven!!our molly would us to be Happy and when you are Done with our pain and Ready to love some pup this will Help!! But we will never forget our molly my Husband made a path in the back yard just for her!!!