I'm supposed to go sign my paperwork today and give a deposit. Well the money that I DO have in my savings account is being held because it's for over $200. I was told it would clear today, stupid me thinking that means I can have it today. HAHAHAHA NO! it means I can have it tomorrow! But I need it NOW! I have to pay my first month's rent with this money! D@MN D@MN D@MN D@MN D@MN D@MN D@MN D@MN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to see my Mom yesterday. That's always hard because all she wants to do is talk about Fram, which is fine, because that's how she deals with it, only problem is it's the exact antithesis of how I deal with it.
Then she asked how the apartment thing was going and I told her and she was mad that #1 I was getting a roomate, and #2 that I found them online. I tried to reassure her but she was still pretty mad at me. Then she said "Do they know about Sanity?" I said "No mom, I was gonna see if I could sneak him in." She just looked at me. "YES MOM THEY KNOW ABOUT SANITY!"
She put her hand on my knee and said "Just so you know, if this doesn't work out, I found someone who'll take him." "WHAT!?!?!?!" My jaw dropped and I swear, if vulgarity had a way of passing through telepathy, I would've made Dennis Leary blush. "Just if this doesn't work out........." "Mom why did that even come up? Why were you even discussing this with people?" "Well someone asked if you were still living with your grandparents and I explained the situation, and they said that they would LOVE to have him, and they already have a Dane."
Right then I figured it was someone I wasn't on an intimate level with, as if I knew someone that my mother knew with a Dane I would def know about it. I asked who it was and she told me it was a friend of Mr Joki's. Mr Joki is the father of one of Samara's little friends. "So let me get this straight mom....... You want me to give my dog up, not only to someone I'VE never met, but someone that YOU'VE never met?" "Angela, it's not a big deal." "No mom, to you I suppose it isn't." ARGHHHHHH It's so frustrating that they don't think it's a big deal for me to give up my baby! Do they realize how much has gone on in order for me to keep him? That I need him in my life? Do they even care?
Oh and to top it all off I set Matt's alarm but forgot to turn the alarm on so he's pissy at me today too. And it's raining. Ugh