Ohhhh, what a beautiful boy and such a sweet, sweet face. I can easily see how he would bring joy to so many!
It is so very hard when we lose them, but as hard is it is, and as much as I never think that I can go through that loss again, here I am with 3 sweet pups asleep beside me now. They add so much to our lives and they leave such a hole when they leave, but we just miss that love so much that we are willing to risk our hearts again someday.
I found BPO not long after we lost our Halley to bone cancer at 3 y/o and I was a wreck. Somehow being around other people who loved the dogs like I love mine, helped to heal the hurt. I hope that you stay on BPO and when you are ready I'm sure that a new furry friend will find you and make you smile again. Take care of yourself & let us know if we can help. ((hugs))