LOL we gotta get the train going, i gotta see everybody's babies and point out perspective boyfriends for maya!
yes, we did keep the same doctor, UNFORTUNATELY! no one in the area is ready to accept someone as close as i am (39 weeks) because A) they don't have any openings for new clients or B) they don't feel comfortable with the liability and b/c of not knowing anything when i'm due so soon. it really sucks. we did talk to the doctor and he said that having brandon in the room was really imposing to him (brandon always has a scowl on his face and if you don't know him he can seem quite an arse hole) and today went LOTS better. esp. when we found out we're going to be induced monday and brandon smiled!
i did go ahead and agree to the induction, simply because it's not reasonable to want nature to take it's course when our options as far as babysitters are... well... none. i don't know anybody here but my neighbor and she already has 2 kids and watches 2 more for some other people on post. so, mom will be coming up this weekend to help. she said i was a titty baby for wanting her to come up! i told her i needed her help... with the kids AND with keeping my mouth shut when it started to hurt! (last time i threatened to kill brandon and went into very detailed instructions on how i was going to do it... quietly of course (in a whisper), but it scared the snot out of him!)
hubby, the doctor, and i are going to sit down after the baby is here (so i won't be so hormonal hopefully) and talk more about the partial. the pro's and con's, how to's, etc. i told hubby i wanted to know EVERYTHING before i got into it, and everyone agreed to humor me and let ME weigh the situation after i hear it all. especially since one site i went to said it could be months before you feel "normal" again!